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Sep. 3rd, 2009

  • 9:17 PM
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BERNICE IS REALY VERY NERVOUS TMR!! Lets just hope i do well, enjoy myself there! still i'm SCARED!!
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Sep. 2nd, 2009

  • 9:50 PM
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Bernice will learn to be independent really..i think its really important..Shall not be dependable on people anymore..

pissed at myself and you!

  • Aug. 26th, 2009 at 10:23 PM
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i sorry for not uploading the photos yet.sorry.. today,argh.. maybe its not just today but many days le.. I have been getting scolded..If you know i already tried my best, everywhere i go i will bring my syllabus book and read everyday without fail, on mrt, or bus, whenever i go somewhere i will take out my book and read..I agree ok, its my fault for forgetting the work, don't say you, i am also irritated for not remembering the work myself, but i have been trying, you say i nv practise my froggy at home, then you are wrong, everyday i prac, just that i nv say ok.. You say i nv improve at all, and you said that, i have been doing stretching to improve my flexibility and i myself is at least happy to improve at least a little, but do you even praise to say i improved? no you didn't.. And everything is squeezing into my mind now, all the work and exercises.54 exercises to be exact.. to believe we actually really started after your wedding..which is like 2 months.. I know i have my wrong, but you keep sarcastic, seriously then you not in a good mood then you throw temper, and i am glad today someone actually said to your face that "we don't deny the fact that we are not ready." i mean don't you know that. I also told you that.. the more you scold me the more nervous i get, the more i can't get it correctly. At least today the barre work i was definately correct throughout. And fromt he beginning of the class, i said we should start from centre, so that we could touch the pointe work and dance with the pianist, i said that, but you just didn't get it, so what in the end like what i totally expected we didn do pointe work, and dance only going through once without pointe shoes, such a wasted trip..i wanted to do dance with her around..And if we started preparing for exam earlier, i would have been so prepared to go in with my work already in my head and with the techinques in my brain, now i am just struggling to just get the work right. You know i don't feel good either..So just stop rubbing it into my face.. i had enough i did my best, and i will continue to improve just for my sake! like baby said..Do it for yourself not for her.. yes! so i am going to try to not take what you say into heart starting from now!
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Aug. 23rd, 2009

  • 11:42 PM
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ARGH so pissed today! lazy to say what happen.. Just very angry.. Many things have happened.. and i know i haven been updating since a long time..

1. Hasn't been going for singing lessons since a long time because laoshi was sick.. i hope she get well soon..
2.i've been to the bbq at miss foo's house, recieved my first birthday present from weiling darling! a cute key chain..THANK YOU DARLING!!
3. Recieved presents from my dear grade 8.. they are my loves..very sweet of them..thank you for such an exp gift..THANK YOU SO MUCH! i love it..=]
4.went to the national day parade with my mama, didi and my little cousin..heehe.. it's super nice..Very nice
5.Went to the teachers course(new syllabus for pp) its really fun and cute..=] enjoyable i would say..=]
6.UT week..argh so many stuffs to study..but overall 3 papers are down..And i felt it was ok overall hee..=]
7.I bought a burberry wallet for my dearest byby.. I hope he likes it.. although expensive, but as long as he likes it, then it is worth it..=]
8.Recieved my birthday present from my byby.. A wallet, laptop bag and a bag..Will show pictures in next post..=] very nice..thank you byby! i love you..hehe..=] you always make my birthday so special..=]
9.Recieved presents from my dear girls.(ashley and joan) teacher's day present because they won't see me on the 28 as its my birthday, so they gave me the advance teacher's day present..Aren't they sweet.. so touching..thank you girls..=]
10. Recieved present from my daddy..Ok is money for my birthday to buy whatever i want..hehe..=] thank you daddy!=]
11. will be celebrating my birthday with my babe on the 27, then with 28 with my byby! then 29 with my baby! ehhe..so excited
12.Having ballet exams in 4th sept..stressed today keep kena scold somemore..haiya..just many things..
13.Also i got my jazz results..got distinction plus..whee hee.. happy le..yay..congrats baby..=] hehee
14. I just recieved a present from my byby's mama..thank you auntie so much..THANK YOU!!=]


I will post up all the pictures soon.. take care all i am just very irritated today! argh!!
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Aug. 7th, 2009

  • 3:20 PM
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I am super pissed off now so dun mess with me. Nothing to say..
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Jul. 27th, 2009

  • 12:04 AM
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WHOOO HOOO!! Happy birthday leon first!! hehehe.. Hope you will enjoy your birthday trip with yi xuan to malaysia..HAVE FUN THE BOTH OF YOU!! hhehe..=] HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! GET MARRIED SOON! ok very random.. Yst went out with the hip hoppers to kbox.. For $5!! it was fun.. 5 dollars and we get a nalgene bottle, plus klunch at kbox! SUPER WORTH IT RIGHT?!HAHAH..enjoyed much..

Today i was teaching from 9.30am to 1.45..Super hungry when i was teaching! hahaa.. And it was really enjoyable..One of the student, Priscilla made these beautiful cystal clip on earings for me! Thank you dear..It's beautiful i love it.. Its really very sweet of you..=] Thank you!

These week i have been recieving some presents though..hehe..god father went overseas to interview workers to work for him, and he bought a perfume for me at changi airport..It smells really nice..Thank you so much uncle..=] You won't forget to buy a gift for me when you always go overseas! =] The brand is AQUA ALLEGORIA! it smells like flower..Very sweet..=] THANK YOU i like it alot..=] I have many perfume bottles i realised now 9 bottles! My babe also gave me her body shop body mist.. I also like haha..Thank you my dear babe..=]

AND CAKE ALWAYS MAKES ME HAPPY! ok i bought a cake in sch to eat to make myself happier cause i feel very tired and sick on thurs..hahha..I really know how to pamper myself..HEHE.. so here are the photos of the earing, perfume,cake,and kbox yst..=] enjoy!
 



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Jul. 24th, 2009

  • 10:48 PM
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HELLO! long time no post! haha..this week has been a busy week for me, tiring as well. Good and bad.. Went to watch ballet under the stars with the hip hoppers at the fort canning park..it was crowded with people even though we came an hour earlier before the pre show started.. Ok..My overall comments for this performance is "WOW!" ahaha..they are really damn good.. So after watching, went to HK cafe at Plaza Singapura..ate then went home.



Then on sun, after teaching my two adorable classes, i went to VS 5 concert at the NUS UCC..Ummm quite nice though..But i expected better singers..hmmm.. Its ok but its really enjoyable..but i didn stay throughout the whole concert..Left right after they performed..ehhe..then went imm with babe..and we bought a real cute storage box.i bought chip and dale, she bought mickey mouse.. so her..ahha..enjoy the pics



And today i went teaching..It was really enjoyable and i miss them after not seeing them for almost 2 weeks..=[ they were so cute..One girl came to me and said.." miss chee you fever last week? you ok??"then she gave me a hug and say must take care ok? can you see how cute she is.. at such a young age she is so caring and sweet.. It really melt my heart..they said many sweet things today that really brightened up my day today.. So sweet, no wonder being teacher is such an enjoyable job..I love them..=]

My byby!! I LOVE YOU TOO although its really late to say now cause i long time no blog le..HAPPY 2 years and 1 month..I hope we will be together for a long long time forever.. We will not seperate k? cause i can't imagine that.. I LOVE YOU! you are so cute today..=p

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Jul. 7th, 2009

  • 12:04 PM
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Jul. 4th, 2009

  • 12:10 AM
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Today went k box with regine! haha because today got no sch! for me only..muahhahaha.. enjoyed myself lots with regine.. she sings super good la! really like a singer..and got to learnt many songs today because she sang it today..HAHAHA.. the place is super big can..I mean the room..Its like a room for normally 7 people..But only then only the 2 of us we get a super big room.. i was expecting a small one though.But it was so big.. like the one when we celebrated ileane's birthdat..whoo hoo.AND!! regine accompaniment is super good can!! Shall go singing more often with her..heheh.. and the system there not bad..HAHAH.. i also miss k boxing with my babe!! soon k?! hehe.. 

yst had some discussion, and i was thinking if i should take the advance 1 exams..I know its really very very hard..the standards are like so much higher.. I am so afraid i really wont do well..Now i dun aim as high as last time..As long as i pass with a merit, i would be more than happy.. I'm really afraid that i would not do well, then i waste all the efforts and money..Its 2 more months to exams.. Like many things are not done yet.. i don't want to be like the jazz exams when i am not very prepared..i want to go in not just knowing the steps but perfecting the steps..I'm afraid..but yet i wanna faster get it done and finish.. Also its expensive, so i dun wanna drag any longer.And my baby is taking it this year..at least i have friend's accompany..So i have decided to go for it yst.I filled up the form yst..SO let's TRY MY BEST! JIA YOU! and mis foo said sth like this which really made me think through again,"when you're an emotional person, you get easily defeated. especially us women" Once we really become emotional because of studies,work,bf,family, friends, it affects us more than anything else..Once we are emotional, we would fail at many things and cause us to be defeated..so like what my babe say i must stay strong, be more hard hearted..Thats why i told baby..I should tell myself that too..Dont get defeated so easily.. sometimes being soft hearted isn't good..People will take advantage..

HAHA..AND to my sis!! HAPPY ONE MONTH PLUS PLUS TO OUR SISTERSHIP!! HAHA .. i saw your blog..HAHAHA..I know you're the best sis!! haha..Dun stress any more k?! LOVE YA!

OK!Shall post some pics! REGINE!! who just cut her hair and rebond and highlight..HAHA..And my ears keep popping out! haha! Enjoy!!
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Tired

  • Jul. 2nd, 2009 at 11:41 AM
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BUSINESS LAW IS SO DRAINING!! 

i feel so tired.. My eyes are swollen and tired! my eyes are closing! Why is life such a diffucult path to walk? There are always ups and downs i hope.. I want to go home!

my dearest byby, i hope you appreciate what i have given you..And don't doubt me..I hope you trust me..Its really important.. It's time to try to trust. I know i hurt you before, but i try to make it up to you.. I tried so you should try to give me trust right? Then it will be fair.. Put all the past behind..As long as you trust me.. or this prob will always be a barrier. How long have we known each other, dun because of what one person say you doubt me..Is our relationship so fragile?? please Understand why i am am feeling this way.. Hope you now gain your tr.ust towards me.. Appreciate what i give and do for you because you are special.. Know that..
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CONGRATS TO MISS FOO'S WEDD!!

  • Jun. 29th, 2009 at 1:18 PM
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OK i know its my teacher's wedding, but instead there are more photos of my twin and me lo. HHAHAHA..  we love camwhoring.. we took altogether like around 200 pictures.. ahahah.. my twin stayed over at my house the day before the wedding.. We went to trim our hair together..=] i highlighted red and she did soft straightening..WHooo she is super pretty lor! haha.. then we went for rehearsal and she stayed over at my house..Then we did facial and mask before we slept at 11..We woke up at 4am to prepare then rushed down to bukit timah by my uncle's car..we camwhored on my uncle's car.. We did many unglam actions but still looking glam.. UNGLAM IN A GLAM WAY! haha.. 

Then we were torturing the brothers from uncle lance's side.. haha.. chili padi as appetizers, bittergourd ,lemon,wasabi and chii padi with biscuits, chili padi water,saltwater, vinegar and lemon water..Evil right..HAHA..

Then after all the house visiting we went back to fullerton hotel.. haha..many many photos taken.. here are the photos enjoy.. but there are still more which i will upload the next time i post..=]

CAUTION! LOADS OF PICS!



OK till here.. i will continue in the next post!!



BABE!! hope you are feeling beeter..You know i love you..Always give me a call when sth happen k? I'll always be there for you! Your best sis, sweetie and best friends.Always have me around k?? I will be there for you.. =] LOVE YA MY BABE!!

ps. regine this girl ah..ANd limei baby ah.. all put make up so pretty can! they all ah! pretty pretty!
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HAPPY 2 YEARS

  • Jun. 29th, 2009 at 12:03 PM
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HAHA..happy 2 years my byby! hehe..the pictures above are the presents that i did for my byby.. hope he likes it..=] this year we celebrated it quite different with the others! haha..morning we went to eat some good food at chinatown then to poly clinic! ahha interesting right? we went to see doc get mc..AHAH..then we went to bugis to shop..And byby got me these stuffs!! a bag from charles and keith, a slipper from aldo(super exp) and a dress which is cheap and nice..hehe.. THANK YOU BYBY! LOVE YA!! =] I love it! =]Then we went on to watch a movie, hannah montana..  Not bad ahha..would give a rating of 4/5? haha.. then we went to have fish and chips at bugis..very nice and worth it..should try it.. Its at the basement of bugis junction..=] I really enjoyed it..thank you my byby.. I love ya..


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!

  • Jun. 29th, 2009 at 11:17 AM
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I'm back here to update!! Ok it might be late that i am posting this but happy birthday to my ballet twin..=] because there wasn't much time to post about it... so now i'm gonna go into details on how we celebrated her birthday..=] we went to newyork newyork to celebrate her birthday after the dancefactory workshop..heheh.. i hope she had fun..haha..the photo frame below was a present i did for her on her birthday..hhehe..i had a had time trying to talk to that aunty who helped to print the photos..I was so pissed..ileane understands.HAHA.. to think back, i haven emailed the manager at nyny for their good service..haha..i will do it once i have the time although i know its quite late.. HAHA.. me and regine were like "we go check movie listing!" but we go get the cake..HAHAH.. so fun! here are the picture! ENJOY!!

Sister forever!
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HAPPY 2 YEARS TO MY BYBY AND ME! I LOVE YOU!=]

  • Jun. 16th, 2009 at 12:00 AM
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MY DEAREST BYBY..HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY..THANK YOU FOR ALL THE CONCERN AND CARE YOU HAVE GIVEN TO ME..WE HAVE WENT THROUGH THE UPS AND DOWNS TOGETHER, AND SEE, ITS BEEN SO LONG.. I'M SO GLAD TO HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE THESE TWO YEARS..

FIRSTLY, THANK YOU FOR NOT GIVING UP ON ME,AND HOLDING ON TO ME, OR WE WOULDN'T COME ALL THE WAY THIS FAR..
SECONDLY, THANK YOU FOR BEARING MY CHILDISHNESS(LOL!) THESE 2 YEARS, THE QUARRELS, THE STUBBORNESS, THE SELFISHNESS, THE EVERYTHING, GOOD AND BAD..THANK YOU...
THIDRLY, THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME WHENEVER I NEED YOU..  I HOPE YOU WILL FEEL THAT I AM ALSO ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU..HEHE

SO MANY THING TO THANK YOU..I LOOK FORWARD TO TODAY FOR SO LONG LE..HEHE..SO HAPPY JUST TO SUM UP..

I LOVE YOU MY BYBY..THANK YOU..MUACKS, MUACKS , MUACKS=]
HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY!

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things dun go by my way..

  • Jun. 13th, 2009 at 3:18 PM
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sometimes i hope i will be a person with a stronger character, a more dominant person. Won't give in so easily..seriously i fail at all this man.. i'm feeling so lousy.. i hope i have more money, so i can be financially stable, i hope i can be a person whom people will find me and talk to me about their problems, i hope i will have many people around me where i can talk to, i hope i wont be alone when i need people around me. Ok i am so greedy, i want so many things. BUt i think happiness is more more important, but money can cause someone to be happy or unhappy, so all this are interlinked.without money, there will not be lots of happiness.

OK i dunno why i saying all this..haix..i hope everything will get better..so many emo posts these few days.. i must be crazy..

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school's starting real soon

  • Jun. 11th, 2009 at 5:59 PM
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Well i guess i really do know how to pamper and tire myself out..haha.. but luckily my stress are much lesser now.. i think life just keeps going..once a stress is over another comes..haha..I just finished

  • the talent fiesta
  • performance at jw
  • jazz exams
And now all this are coming..
  • performance at jw again(not that stressful)
  • miss foo's wedding
  • ballet advance exams preparations
HAHA..so much things to do.. AND in this month of JUNE everyone is celebrating their birthday.. haha..AND bernice's $$  keeps emptying from my wallet..ahah..but i'm glad they enjoyed..sooo its WORTH IT!
  1. Shandy's birthday(hope you like the gift i gave you)=]
  2. Miss Foo's birthday
  3. Jennifer's birthday (you're 21!!)
  4. Limei twin's birthday( i hoped she enjoyed the day with us, and the present i made for her of course..haha..
  5. Regine's birthday(ballet de, haha, happy birthday girl hope you are enjoying yourslef there..=])
  6. Hannah's birthday ( approaching hehe) cannot say much..=p
HAHA..now you understand.. it's so many people's birthday, also its me and my byby's 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY.. HEHE..LOOKING FORWARD.. hehe..

Me and my babe bought a friendship ring together..hehe..nice..=]I also bought myself a gift to pamper myself for all the stress i was coping me..to cheer myself up..haha..so wierd of me.. so this is the precious moments mini drawer i bought for myself..i like it..hehe.. and i bought it at member price for only $12!! haha.. so happy! Pictures below is me and my babe, and the present she made for me..hahaha..=]thank you babe.. i love you!


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  • Jun. 11th, 2009 at 2:19 AM
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This is my first post for my livejournal account, i will try this and see if i like it..then i might consider shifting here..haha.. just had my hip hop class..it was really funny and fun. We did the blocking for the performance on sunday..so many formations..haha..

Ah oh, it fair is coming, so maybe i will be going to explore it with regine on this fri..whee hee..

ok i am gonna continue watching one piece, its addicting..And my byby is sleeping..hehe.. miss him..=]

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